Happy Writer?

No one wants a happy musician.

Just like no one wants a happy comedian. It's weird to me. I feel like I've abandoned my normalcy. I'm not upset that I'm gaining happiness as the days go on, it's just a forgotten feeling to me. I have no idea how to write happy songs, or happy thoughts down. I still haven't finished half of my depressed songs yet. What do I do now? It's been something I haven't come across in a long time. She makes me feel great.